Um... this is a emo post.
so DO NOT READ. thanks.

i know i tend to feel empty or lost at times.
i don't know why. nothing is going wrong but it just felt that way.
i find myself probably Lonely or Bored.
i dont know what it is.
so yepps. i often do stuff that make myself feel depressed/lonely/sad or even crazy.
do you know even if i hear a single 'ring' of my msn, i feel excited.
cos at least i know i can do something for the next 5-10 mins.
i don't like to start conversations because they are either playing games or busy.
so the conversation doesn't last long.
i didn't write this to let ppl know but it felt better.
seriously. i throw tentram easily when im in this mood.
its difficult. when im like this, even music can't save me.
maybe i'll start viewing videos on youtube.
yea. thats what i do.
but i have friends.
LOADS of them but i dont usually talk to them unless there's something going on.
so they either think im quiet at times or anti-sociable or some shet.
i shall stop this crap.
bye.

Um... this is a emo post.
so DO NOT READ. thanks.

i know i tend to feel empty or lost at times.
i don't know why. nothing is going wrong but it just felt that way.
i find myself probably Lonely or Bored.
i dont know what it is.
so yepps. i often do stuff that make myself feel depressed/lonely/sad or even crazy.
do you know even if i hear a single 'ring' of my msn, i feel excited.
cos at least i know i can do something for the next 5-10 mins.
i don't like to start conversations because they are either playing games or busy.
so the conversation doesn't last long.
i didn't write this to let ppl know but it felt better.
seriously. i throw tentram easily when im in this mood.
its difficult. when im like this, even music can't save me.
maybe i'll start viewing videos on youtube.
yea. thats what i do.
but i have friends.
LOADS of them but i dont usually talk to them unless there's something going on.
so they either think im quiet at times or anti-sociable or some shet.
i shall stop this crap.
bye.