Illusion
Friday, May 28, 2010 // 5:40 PM
A week ago, everything seemed to fall back to the way they used to be. For a moment, i thought it was true. That everything was fine. I could live happily ever after like the other 13-year-old kid. Yeah right, I wish. I'm starting to doubt what I'm having now. Are all these an illusion? Or are they real? Should I be the way I am or should I try to understand them? You know, there are times I really hated them but there is something going through in my brain. "Don't do that or you will lose them." I was kind of afraid but at the same time, angry. You mean I should be the bad guy every single time? I know you have motives but I'm not stupid either. If there's something wrong, you will be the first to blame me. What are you? Don't tell me what to do. Act like you know me well. Act like you are the queen of this whole place. Act like you are my friend.
Sorry, I don't know why this post is like that. The more I type, the more angry I am. These are what came from my mind. I'm not naming names and please don't be sure that i am referring to you. It could be anyone.